James left early this morning. Though it feels like my heart was ripped out of my chest watching him walk away from me, I know we will get through this. LJ knew something wierd was going on and was whispering "daddy" on the way home. This may be the second deployment but that does mean it is any easier. Last time I was only pregnant and only had to worry about myself. Whereas, this time I have LJ and I dont want him to see me so down and make sure he remembers who daddy is. It is only Day one and I feel like it hasnt completely set in yet, I dont think it will for quite a few days to a week. We miss you James and love you very much! <3
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Your a very strong woman Amanda much love <3
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