Not the day I hoped it would be. This is seeming to be too much on me and I wonder if I made the right choice about moving. It is so hard to get things done and moved with a 2 year that is right behind me dragging everything back out. I want my husband home so bad. This whole thing is setting in and when he wrote me tonight on the computer all I could do is cry because I miss him so much. On the plus side, he is doing alright. He misses home but of course who wouldn't?! Tried moving some stuff to storage today and I am pretty sure I pulled something in my back. This is definitely not how I imagined everything. I feel so alone and it sucks. LJ is messing my house up more now than in the last 4 or 5 months of being here. Making sure he is staining the carpets and ruining what belongings we still have in the house. Cable was shut off today because stupid me put the cancellation date earlier than my move out date and now i cant undo it. I just wish I could go back a couple months and have planned this out a lot better. I'm sure it will get better but as of right now it just all sucks.
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